Daughters I'll Never Have
by Si Transken


  it is a slicing lie
that i don’t care or involve my self
in each student’s evolution -
rather it’s that i might
clumsyflow into
re/writing their biographies
& even their autobiographies.

they knock on my doors
as oppressions, contexts,
mysteries, visions
clank around their bruised ankles.

feebly mothered, unAmazoned,
& believing  i know
where keys are hidden,
which syllables are for naming,
how heaven might be entered,
or who our guides are
these untribed daughters
tempt my ego
with invitations.

intellectually & emotionally bowing
before some throne
they imagine me onto
i am them
multiplied, subtracted, divided & added.

for everyone’s authenticity
i must be care full
about opening my creaky
splintered thin doors.


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